I dreamed yesterday that Im going to die young, which is awesome cause dying old sucks.. anyway, I need some motivation to finish alot of projects that Ive been delaying for months and some for years now due to my extreme lazy ass nature, just give ideas for motivation, I watched all these motivating videos on youtube and stuff but it didnt work.. so I got this idea of making this video and post the things I wana do in the coming few weeks/months/hopefully not year, and see if it`ll force me to be obligated to finish them having some of you watching me, like a school boy in an exam kind of shit you know..
This is lame I know, but I`m really so desperate to finish these stuff, cause if I died before finishing them I`ll be so disappointed in hell
These are the list of the things Ive been delaying and I need to finish for now:
1- Video Compilations, since some of you know Im good at it, I have many other ideas that Ive been preparing for months and aint being able to finish due to the same reason, laziness.. these ones are:
a) Inter my heart (working title). Michael and Frisko both have helped me doing some stuff about this video, they did their part, but I havnt dont any of mine yet, so I deserve a slap for this, it`s a very cool video I think and it needs to be finished, I believe it has a power of restoring belief in the heart in Inter fans specially in the dark times. And I didnt even started yet
b) Zanetti`s official video compilation. Alright, I gave myself dozens of reasons to not start this one now, one of them is I have to wait til he retires, though from the look of it, I dont think he`ll be able to achieve any moer stuff with Inter, so maybe I should start making this video now, ofcourse I have planned the idea of this vid in my mind, still have to download some resources but it shouldt take time.. and then I`ll start making it.. but how am I suppose to do this and my hands are stuck to the PS3 joystick and sometimes to other "objects" while watching porn??
c) Diego Milito`s vid, this guy gave us so much, and he deserves his own video tribute, and the same case as Zanetti`s, I got a nice idea for him, just have to get some sources of goals and shit then Im up.. but there is also this other issue.. the pokerface issue..
d) A video tribute to MJ, I wasnt so much of a fan in his late years of his life, but Ive grown up listenning to his music, maybe it explains a big deal why Im a prevert but that`s not the case. I even barely listen to his songs now, but I think he still deserve a tribute vid, since I also know some close friends of mine who whorship him, this video might make them very happy.. I also have got a nice idea about it, since I really love ghosts and supernatural stuff, Im planning to use his sone "Is it scary" on some documented real life ghosts stories I`ll download from youtube, to promote ghosts and shit.. this one will be scary as fuck... I mean MJ and ghosts is a freaken scary combination , but it`s still a good idea I wana do.. but also how?
e) The Egyptian revolution video compilation.. this one would take long, but not so long.. I owe my country a video, but I havnt started it yet even though I also have got the idea and the scenario of how it should be on my mind.
2- Now away from making videos, there is that thing in work I wanted to do for weeks but I was too lazy to, it`s abut upgrading the accounting system in my company by actually using technology and computer softwares and to replace the all papers and documents BS.. problem is I should do most of the work since Im the only one who is responsible for the company`s accounts. but since the economy over here is collapsing and work hasnt been as good for many years now, that most of the time Im actually broke, I struggle to find motivation for this.. still, I must do it... maybe someday..
3- I lost about 16 kgs last year after busting my ass up for months, now it seems like Im going to lose this achievement nowadays, like Rasha, Im feeling so lazy lately, been almost a month since I made any work out, Im depressed as fuck, and ofcourse Inter is making it feels worth, so I eat alot of junk food, and that God damn sokrates avatar makes me hungry every time I visit this forum which makes me wana eat more junk shit.. I earned like 3 kgs in just 3 weeks or so.. and I think it`s going to be much worse if I continued like this.
Here I did it, I wrote all of that crap and laziness didnt beat me! let`s see in the coming few months how many of these "chores" I`ll complete. Even though knowing how things work on this forum, I feel like Im going to die without completing any, and even worse I might have to add more things to do like a list of names of the people I must kill on this forum before I die, in which I wont have time to do as well
But gotta have hope right?