I'm really depressed. I'm in a state of sadness and confusion. Tomorrow I'll check myself in at clinic where they deal with troubled youngsters.
I can promise you I won't kill myself or any other self-destructive weapons of pain. So no need to worry about me at all. I'll be fine, as always. I am such a strong person I can't even think negative right now.
There are 2 computers with internet access there but naturally there will be situations where both are occupied. I won't post or even be on MSN the next 14 days. After that we'll see.