First and foremost let me just say:
I MISSED YOU ALL AND FORZA INTER.
I wish I could have returned sooner and made you folks worry less about me than you should have.
I am fine as of now, but over the last few months certain issues arose that have led me through a tormentous journey, which have led me to doubt and question the existence that has been painted by my own conscience.
One of these days I shall eventually go into greater depth to narratate all that there is to be known about these troubeling times of mine.
However for a few weeks now I pondered my return to Forza-Inter, only to be always denied by own shame and fear; fear that by beloved friends that I have made on Forza Inter have either lost recognition of me, and/or I was not wanted here any more.
Yet a week before the derby I just could not hold back my love for you all, for Forza-Inter and most of all my love for Inter.
This very love, to be very transparent with you all, is the reason why I post this here after such a long time.
My dearest hope is that there is a small space within your hearts where BlueBacchus is still locked, remained, hold as a captive of friendship and that through this space within your hearts you can welcome me back.