Hi Guys,
I had a pretty average day as my wife, daughter and I have all been sick and my wife and I scrapped our plans to go out last night. I thought that I would try and watch the Socceroos last night but I got bored and watched something else. I get angry when I see Trent Sainsbury which is part of the reason I could not watch the game. The fact he scored an own goal to help Tottenham equalise against PSV pissed me off and makes watching the National team difficult. That, and the fact that they are so shit and I do not care about Tim Cahill's send off: #FuckOffLegacy and Graham Arnold's moustache.
Regarding my age, I have mixed feelings about it. I noticed that FIF referred to my age (41). When I saw it, I felt like an old Cunt. It made me think about stuff in terms of my professional life and not being where I want to be at this point in time. It also led me to think about the daily grind, my boredom and alot of the Cunt clients I have to deal with.
I also have to say that during international weeks, I suffer something close to depression. I miss my black an blues and cannot wait until the next game. Perhaps that feeling has been more pronounced due to the way we fucked out against Atalanta and the fact that we have very important games looming in the coming weeks. Waiting for the international break to pass with the taste of a 4-0 loss has been horrible.
I'm going to sign off. The only things that I would like to add is thank you for thinking of me, thank you for your birthday well wishes, and thank you for being my Black and Blue Brothers.