Thanks dude. Yeah, so far I'm more amused by the whole ordeal than angry or desperate but both are probably on queue.
I just feel like I'm fucking stuck in one place, like I'm in purgatory or something. Even my fucking hernia, for which I got a surgery less than 18 months ago is, I'm afraid, back in full swing once again, as I'm feeling pretty much the same symptoms but I haven't had the time to deal with that since I wanted to hit the ground running on my new, now ex job... double yao. It's either that or something much worse, don't want to even think about it. At least I booked an appointment for some tests for after I get back from London
so now I'll just sit idle for a week stressing about both things simultaneously.
Anyway, I'm carrying my cross with my head held high. I'm definitely not eager to tell close friends and family about that so thanks for reading and giving some encouragement, helps me vent this shit out. Each and everyone has their own unique problems they have to fight and I'm sure a lot of people have it way worse than I do at the current moment. As you said - good things have to happen at some point.